H1N1; take me now.

Still feeling inadequate at, well, everything.

Still would rather be home.

Still would rather be doing straight theatre.

*looks up*

God?!

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!

...could you please be a little clearer? Because you're being pretty discouraging about my chosen career right now. Especially since it's a career I've always been a little tenative about anyway.

*sigh*

I'm weary with my former toil,

here I will sit and rest awhile.

I'm weary with my former toil,

here I will sit and rest awhile.

Under the shadow I will be,

of Jesus Christ the apple tree...